FML

Boooooooooooo!

:(

It Is Not The Hardest Word.

What I'm about to say is going out to everyone who has been hurt by what I say.
Those whom are concerned will know who they are.

I always seem to say the wrong things at the wrong time.

Sometimes I say things unthinkingly.
Sometimes I speak with my heart and not my head.
Sometimes I speak off the top of my head.
Most of the time I don't mean to hurt people. Honest.

So what I'm trying to say is I didn't mean to hurt your feelings with my hurtful words.

I'm sorry.

Phew, This Place is Dusty! *coughs*

I am finally done with cleaning out my books, papers, etc.

:] :) :D

I needed two big boxes to keep all my books. And I'm throwing out/recycling (not sure what to do with it yet) a huge pile of used books and papers. If I could sell off everything, I'd be freaking rich.

While cleaning, I came across books with all the random scribblings and stuff. I felt a wave of nostalgia while reading them. The fun we had passing notes in class, scribbling random stuff and talking bad about teachers. Not that I'm proud of the last bit, but it is part of the things that made secondary school, well, secondary school.

Among other things, I came across this poem (?) someone texted to me before.

And I liked it so I copied it into one of my many 'buku contengs':

This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days,

Smiles when sadness intrudes,

Rainbows to follow the clouds,

Laughter to kiss your lips,

Sunsets to warm your heart,

Hugs when spirits sag,

Beauty for your eyes to see.

Friendships to brighten your beings,

Faith so that you can believe,

Confidence for when you doubt,

Courage to know yourself,

Patience to accept the truth,

And love to complete your life.

:)

Have a happy day ahead peeps!

Success! Woo!

FINALLY months after I bought the Pyssla/Perler beads, I've actually put them to use.

Here are some of the pieces I made today

Cookie Monster!

Elmo!

This one is special, Inky <3

I just had to make these giraffes. They are so cute!

All of the pieces together :D

And I will make more. It's a lot of fun, really. Inky wants Elmo ;) And Mina wants a heart.

Shall be working on it!

They Have Names!

I was googling for Pacman ghosts pyssla designs. And I found out that the Pacman ghosts have names. I was like "What the? Are you kidding me?" Haha.

I'm making "Inky" for that someone ;)

Day 349; 104 Days

It has been 6 days since I last saw you. I miss you a lot. You're leaving on Friday and I can't see you tomorrow either. You'll be gone for ten days and we won't get to see each other. I'm so sorry. I know you'll say it's not my fault, but I'm still sorry.

I'm sorry I can't always be there for you.

I'm sorry we can't have it easy like other people.

I'm sorry I've caused you so much trouble.

I'm sorry for causing you pain.

I'm sorry for everything.

Please forgive me, love.

Someone Help Rihanna

I just had to laugh out loud when I came across this like:

:D

http://www.coolfblikes.blogspot.com/

Day In, Day Out

Hello there people. I have been rather uninspired to blog with this new blog of mine *blames it on writer's block*.

I have been googling for Perler beads designs. I bought the beads at Ikea sometime in July but have not had the time to try it out, what with SPM and all. But I will make something by the end of this month since I have nothing better to do anyway :D

Mina asked me to go to her house today but oh, how surprisingly. my mum said no. I'm just sick of staying at home. She won't let me go out with friends. I can't even go out with her because she's not the kind of person who likes to go out. So here I am stuck at home. How fun, yay me.

I shall look for a job so that I will not be stuck at home anymore :) :) :)

Slow Afternoon

I miss my eight-year-old :(

I am going to clean up all my books, papers, etc.

Goodbye School! Forever!

Woo!

Pilot 2.0 (?)

So, in the end, I decided to start a new blog again. Sort of a fresh new start for a new chapter in my life. I had thought of starting a new blog right after I finish my last paper, to mark a new start, but I got preoccupied and hence, the two-day delay :D

But hey, here I am, determined to pick up blogging again. 2010 has been a busy year for me, with SPM and all, so my blog was dead and I switched to Tumblr because it was easier to use. But I think I still like Blogger better :)

Post-SPM has been so 'fun'. All I've been doing is watching TV and going online. Because that is how to celebrate your freedom. Not by going out with friends or your boyfriend because your mum tells you you can't because the world is dangerous and she doesn't like her child to become oversocial what the eff. So yes, clearly, I'm having a blast. My joy is infectious, isn't it?

Sigh. I just hope things will change for the better.

It will, won't it?

anislam

es pi em yo!

So we're done with BM, English and Sejarah.

6 papers down, 17 to go.

So I better study now.

Taa.

Today

A few days to SPM, I know. But I can't help but to take sometime off to blog :)

Today was Class Party Day! 5Sc3 decided to host a little makan-makan of our own where everyone brought a little something. The last time for us to do that in a classroom. Before we went for our Physics talk, all of us gathered for one last time and shared our thoughts and feelings about our class, which was like awwww :')

The Physics talk was great. Learned a thing or two.

Mrs. Debbie Yeong managed to make us all see the fun in Physics.

All in all, another memorable day.

Which has made me realize I'm about to leave high school.

Feeling a little nostalgic.

I love you guys :)

Joey Parker <3

Reading old posts.

*laughs*

SPM la anis.

Why are you online?

Sigh sigh.

i'm back!muahahaha.

I'm not sure if I still have readers, but hey people :D The last post I did was in January. And now it's already November. I miss blogging :) I was thinking of starting a new blog after SPM, but hey, maybe I'll just stick with this one. I'll have to see first. For now, SPM first. Wish me luck people!

this sucks

Intervensi 1 is in like, two days. It is so not fair that it is this early! Last year's one was in March or so. One of my friends said that they want to see if we studied during the holidays. Which unless you were those really hardworking and smart girls, you wouldn't have been *coughs* ehem EHEM.

So the past week went by in a blur. There was studying in class, obviously. And on Tuesday and Wednesday, already I was not in class because I was involved with the Dynamic Leadership Training Course. Then Wednesday after school was the first house practice. We managed to finish up the auditions for the cheerleading section and pick out of those who auditioned on the same day. And the next day and Friday my legs were hurting like so much. Probably because I did not warm up properly before teaching jumps. It hurt enough to go up the stairs, and it hurt so much more to go down :( But thankfully today when I woke up the pain was all gone.

You left without saying goodbye. But I don't care. Because now, I know that all along, you never did care about me. So if you're reading this, please just walk out of my life and pretend as if you never existed. It's the only thing you should do now.

And now I think I should go study for my test. Miss B told us not to stress out so much on this first test, but treat it as a way to see what we already know, and what we need to work on. The thing is do I know enough? I can't decide.

Hungry. So I shall grab breakfast before I study :) Toodles!

untitled

Wow. The first week of school is over. It is sure getting closer and closer to SPM. Intervensi 1 is starting on 18 Jan. All Form 4 syllabus will be tested. I'm not sure if I can do it :( I haven't had the time to revise. Too much of homework and other things to do.

Next week I'll have to stay back for LKK meeting and already I won't be in class for the Leadership Training stuff. I hope I don't fall back too far.

blah

First day of school was tiring. Got only about 3 hours of sleep last night cuz I couldn't fall asleep. Anyway nothing has changed much, except that i'm now a Fifth Former. Man, I just love the sound of it :D So we basically got our SPBT textbooks today and stuff. I almost can't believe it. I'm going to sit for SPM 2010. And my mother is constantly reminding me about it. The minute I got back from school, she told me to start revising Form 4 stuff, one chapter a day. And I was like ack and she was like your SPM is this year and your trial results are important to apply for scholarship and blablah. So I won't be onlining much this year, I guess. Maybe just once a week, tops. Maybe less. Eek. But I'll try to update my blog as often as possible so do keep clicking this way :)

So I'm signing off, until the next time I get online. Taaa :)

arrest me

I should be arrested for blog negligence. I am never one to stick to something, I guess. Planned to write like a conclusive post for 2009, but I have not been online for the past 12 days or so. So yes, this is the first post of 2010 :)

And now for the conclusive part, I would say all in all, 2009 was a great year for me. Of course, there were ups and downs (whose year had no downs?I want to switch shoes with you.), good times and bad times, etc. I learned a tremendous lot of stuff this year, turning sixteen and all. I think that only this year am I actively involved in extra-curricular activities. Debate was the best experience of all. I used to be so scared of speaking in public, trembling and shivering and everything. But now I can proudly say that I am not afraid of speaking in public anymore. Or at least not so much.

I made a lot of new friends this year, and some of these people are maybe some of the best people God has given to me. I thank Him very much for they have truly made 2009 an awesome year for me, one way or the other.

To end this post, I would just like to wish everyone a Happy New Year 2010. May this year, all the best shall come to you :)