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New Moon was AWESOME! Much, much better than Twilight, I would say. The slightly disappointing part is that they changed many parts of the book in the movie, although there is just so much of information it the book to put all of it into the movie. But I'm satisfied with the movie, so kudos to them :) and damn Taylor Lautner was so damn hot x) His body was WOW. Lol.

i'm psychic, woo!

I had a dream about this particular someone. Then I woke up this morning and went online and found that that person added me on fb. I don't even know why I dreamt about her, it was like a random day in school sort of dream and she happened to be in it. See, I am like psychic :p

Yay going out today. And damn I'm so hungry but I don't know what to eat. Am going to the kitchen to see what I can find. So umm later :)

Tomorrow, tomorrow

Praise be to Him. He is always there for us. I just couldn't stop crying while I prayed yesterday. I guess it is all okay. For now. But no doubt, it wouldn't last. Nothing ever does. Thanks too to my awesomest friends who are always there for me to help me keep my head straight. You know who you are ;) I heart you people so much.

Oh, and Eryn's coming home tomorrow, yay. We're gonna meet up at Mid. I just can't wait to watch Gossip Girl and other movies that she has :)

And damn, tomorrow is New Moon's premiere at Sunway Pyramid.I tried to win tickets which hitz.fm was giving out but to no avail :( Oh well, guess I'll have to catch it later then. Like last year, me and my sisters were so lucky we got good seats eventhough we bought the tickets for Twilight at the very last minute. Don't know if we'll get as lucky this time. I'm still Team Edward, story wise, but undeniably, Taylor Lautner is so much more hotter than Robert Pattinson :p

free pizza

so today Thara, Aida, Ad and I went to Pizza Hut to claim our free pizza, and coincidentally, Suet Yan's group also came to claim their free pizza today. So we sat at the same table and the pizza people got our orders all mixed up. I sure hope the trainee waiter doesn't get into dipshit or something. Then we went to SM and went karaoke-ing and that was fun. Lol. Then we walked around, eat some ice-cream and that was it. Hmm.

i've been good

Wow. 2009 is really coming to an end. I'm going for the field trip to HELP UniCollege thingy on Thursday, but not on Wednesday (to KBU) so I'm not going to school tomorrow. Will only be going to school on Thursday and that shall be the last day for us Fourth Formers.

Today passed by in a blur. Basically we only studied History all day because Pn G wants to finish up our syllabus. And I can tell you that four hours of Sejarah=yawnyawnyawn. But then Agama time we helped our ustazah to keep the painted rehals in the cabinets. It was a really good move to paint all the rehals black so that the girls cannot deface them, but I think that for those who enjoy doing that, it will not really stop them from doing so. Then we played snakes and ladders, but this version had Agama questions in them, so-called "belajar sambil bermain". When any of us almost reach the finish, we'd somehow get kicked back down. And we laughed so hard. Only Amalina M managed to reach the finish *claps* :)

It has been two weeks since. Still nothing. If I could turn back time, I'd have done it differently. But I can't. Sigh.

Ack, I wish Eryn can come home NOW! She told me that her friend had downloaded Gossip Girl up until episode 9 of freaking SEASON 3. And she has downloaded the whole new Paramore album, "Brand New Eyes". Come home NOWWWW.

I'm thinking of switching to Tumblr. Should I?

Tomorrow is freaking SPM whoa. All the best to all the candidates, especially Amelia Hany, who hasn't been in school and I still have no way to contact her, and Derek Kok :p

And my mum is calling me to eat. Toodles.

because...

Because I'm stupid, thinking I could make it work.

I got out of one misery, and let myself plunge straight into another. It's just like me to get myself caught up in things like these. It's my brain. I think too much. I can go from being all cheery and jumpy to down and emo in five seconds flat. I know I'm being stupid, but I really can't help it.

And I know that none of what I said makes sense to anyone, but that's just me. I want to talk to someone about it cuz talking might make me feel better. But I don't want to talk to anyone about it cuz I don't know how to phrase it in words. See? I'm saying completely nonsensical stuff none of which even I understand myself.

You know what I need right now? Chocolate. And lots of it.

And I found them, yay. Going off to emo by myself and chocolate.

I just wanna

It's a miracle!

Yes, Anis Lam is still alive!

Okay, am being dramatic, but really, I expected that my parents would kill me.

Cuz on Thursday, we got our report card. I was worrying all day, thinking about how to face my parents. And, okay, I didn't do that bad, but by my own standards, I failed, cuz I could have done much better. I thought of showing it to them right before bed, so I could just go straight to bed. But then, suddenly I got all brave and just gave it to my mum (before I could change my mind) and my parents were calm enough about it. Although they did start their whole SPM-next-year, your-future-is-at-stake lecture, but I know I'm at fault. I have to work harder next year. I must.

And yesterday, we finally got our debate certs! Third place in zone :) Maybe it seems like nothing to some of you, but I am extremely proud of what we have done and achieved.

You know what I want to learn to do this holidays? I want to learn how to design my own blogskin :) That is besides brushing up on my Add Maths, Physics, Chemistry, etc.

*grumble of stomach*

Oops, that is my stomach. I did not eat for dinner. And I haven't had breakfast. So tata for now, I got a tummy to treat :)

*gagging sound*

I am so tired. Too tired to update in detail :) Mixed feelings, happiness, sadness, numbness, nothingness. So basically yesterday was our Hari Anugerah HEM. And today was Pn NB's farewell ceremony and our class party. Had tons of fun today, eating, playing games and stuff. Maybe will upload pics later :) Sorry, but I'm just way too exhausted. And a little lazy :p

And tomorrow is the Form 3 Talentime Competition. In which my class will be helping the teachers out. And Su Ann and I will be emceeing. Again :)

*shuts down*

shitdrunk

Today we got all our test papers back :x

So

I have

5A1s - English, Maths, Accounts, Agama, Biology

2A2s - Bahasa Melayu, Sejarah

2B3s - Physics, Chemistry

1C5 - Add Maths

It's so bad, I know. And All my friends keep saying it's okay, cuz they failed tons, but I'm comparing myself only to myself. I could have done so much better if I had studied. And both my parents asked me about my results today and I did not exactly ask tell that that I have a freaking C for Add Maths. They asked me, separately, if everything was A and I said no. Then they asked me which subjects did I get B for. So I told them. But they did not ask if I have a C. So now, they're assuming that I actually got an A for my Add Maths, I guess. I feel so bad. Yet so scared to tell them. I know they are so disappointed. Seeing me using the computer right now, my mother was like, you did not do well for your exams, and yet you want to use the computer and not study etc etc :(

Yesterday night, my handphone battery was almost empty. So I thought, whattheheck, I should just empty it and charge it from zero. So I listened to some MP3 till the battery went empty. Then when I wanted to turn on my charger, there was this weird sound then it wouldn't work. This is like the time Adlinur literally broke my charger, cuz she accidentally kicked it. Now, I have to resort to using the car charger, like the other day, until I buy a new charger, sigh.

School was, well school. During the assembly, Ms Goh announced that Puan Ng (my physics teacher) and Puan Intan are both being transferred to Johor and I-don't-know-where respectively. Then she told us that Puan NB was being promoted to some nice post in the Jabatan. And you could tell that the girls were very happy. I don't personally have a problem against her. But I did once get scolded by her for something I did not actually do, and my sister once got treated unfairly by her. But those shall not be spoken of here, cuz really, I do not bear any ill feelings against her :) (konon!)

Then Biology, we got back our test papers, and man, I did amazingly well for my Bio. My only A1 for all the Science subjects. And it is an improvement from my midterm exam. Maybe Biology is really my forte after all (Seriously, Anis, computers? You know you suck at calculations). Or really, I should be practicing more to improve on the stuff which I'm bad at. I must. Cuz next year is the. Umm. You know. I can do it! :D

Then we also had to return our SPBT books today. Like WOW morning exercise man, carrying all those books up to my class, which is on the second floor. Then I had to go run down to the bookshop to buy a new Biology textbook, cuz I lost mine (Don't ask me how, I don't know myself). Then I ran back up. Then Puan Liew told me to run back down to the SPBT room to get the inside cover stamped. Then I ran back up. Then I helped to carry the textbooks back down to the SPBT room. Which was like the second exercise I had today. And I got to hug Faii when she came to my class which is like aww :) I miss her. And well, we were like just randomly talking in class bout stuff, the lot of us. And we also discussed about our class party, which is this Wednesday.

After recess was BM, and we had a "Kuiz Bahasa" thingy and my group won. LOL. But I was sitting at the back, doing Sudoku puzzles in Fyda's book and only half-paying attention. But I had to pay attention when it was my turn cuz the people in my group would turn back and ask me what I thought the answer was. Not like my BM boleh pakai sangat, hahah :D Oh, oh, and there was this peribahasa, "Bagai ayam mabuk tahi", which we directly translated to English, and became, "Like a shit-drunken chicken", hahah. And then the remaining time after BM, which was English, I did some more Sudoku :)

I am awfully boring, you can kill me for it :)

So I got ready, and then me and my mum took a cab to Legend Hotel. And OMG freaky cab guy. He was like talking nonsense crap and asked me my name (???) and he tried to follow a longer route, as if we were that stupid. Then when we actually arrived, apparently he DID NOT TURN ON THE FREAKING METER =.= my mum said he most probably did it on purpose, so he could charge us more.

Did you know The Mall is like dead? So we went to Parkson and I got myself a new top yeay. And I cut my hair at Derrick’s Team Hairdressers. It’s just a tad shorter now, layered, with a side-swept fringe.

And now I’m waiting. Not really patiently.

what happened

Yesterday we had the Mesyuarat Agung Koperasi thingy, and I went forward to say "Saya, Anis Lam binti Aliff Lam, dari kelas 4Sc3, menyokong cadangan Penyata Kewangan tahun 2009,2010 disahkan,". And while Puan Liew was explaining the whole accounts stuff, I felt like I was in accounts class, hahah. And get this, us fourth formers are only getting RM 0.50 each from the profit of all the sales =.= The third formers are getting RM 1.50, cuz their capital is bigger. The teachers, even worse, they're only getting RM0.30! But anyway, all the money will go to our class party.

And out of all the days, my teachers chose yesterday to give back all our test papers. So far, we've gotten back BM, English, Maths, Add Maths, Physics, Chemistry, Agama, Sejarah and Accounts. I don't know how the new grading system works, but according to the old one, I have A1 for English, Maths, Agama and Accounts, A2 for BM, B3 for Sejarah, Physics and Chemistry, and a freaking C5 for Add Maths :(

Oops, gotta quit ranting. Am going out to pick Adlinur up from her Hari Anugerah thing.

To be continued....

happy birthday

Today is Amelia Hany's seventeenth birthday :) So, umm, happy birthday Kak Amy. But she didn't come to school, and she lost her phone, TWICE, so this is the only way I get to wish her. Hahah.

Today was just boring. Only cool part is we don't have to study. And we got free food at the end of the day :D

It keeps replaying in my head. I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY.

Anis L

tomorrow it may change

Today we got back our BM paper, and after summing it up, I only got 73% :( Which is like only 2 more marks for me to get an A1. Aargh am so disappointed with myself. I mean, I'm freaking Malay and I can't even get an A1 for my BM? Okay, I'm half-Malay, but still? I heard Darshini scored 77%. And she's a pure Indian *headdesks*

I wanted to post my essay today, but Hinduja borrowed my paper and took it home. So maybe tomorrow :) And today, during Bio, we were discussing about competition among plants. So Pn RS was like, "Okay so one plant in the box is corn. Give me another plant,". Then everyone was like strawberry, tebu, blablabla. Then teacher said, "This is like playing Farmville," Then I was like, "Yeah, Puan Raja's deepest darkest secret!" And then she was like "Shhhhhhh!" :D

I am still wearing the idiotic smile today :) It keeps replaying in my head, like a DVD. A happy, funny, romcom instead of the sad emoish story it used to play. *sighs happily*

Feeling lazy to go to school tomorrow. Not like we're studying. Tomorrow is the Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan Kokurikulum. And the Majlis Perpisahan Tingkatan Lima. But I won't skip, cuz Anis Lam is a very good student who has never been absent without a good reason :p

And I am now out of things to say :X

i an ideot

Blog has been abandoned. Haven't been online, trying hard not to go There.

I just can't help but to smile idiotically today :) The day started out stinkingly. My whole class had to stand up throughout the assembly cuz we are the one of the dirtiest classes of last week, or 'kelas terkotor'. Yes, I know, my school is crazy. Anyway, yeah, my legs hurt so much, and today's assembly was so long cuz exams are over and everything.

Then all through BM after recess I had this massive headache. But English made me happyyyy :) I spent all of my time worrying over my English essay, because I did not elaborate on my last two points for my first essay, and I used what you can call coarse words in my second one. Anyway, I got 33/35 for the first essay, and 47/50 for the second one. Which brings it to a total of 80 /85. And I will post my essay, but not now cuz am feeling terribly lazy right now :) After English was Pendidikan Islam, of which I scored 91%. Which amazes me, cuz I didn't really study for my PI especially for my Paper 1 cuz I just felt really down and emo at that time. I scored 92% for Paper 1 and 89% for Paper 2. I am so proud of myself :) And might as well enjoy the sweet taste of success now, cuz I know I'll do bad in other subjects, ESPECIALLY addmaths and sciency stuff. Puan CK told us she's only getting our addmaths papers today, and will only most probably be done with it next week. So a whole week to enjoy myself? Haha.

And after school, I followed my mum and Adlinur to Sri Bestari. At first I didn't want to follow, but they were getting lunch so I had to. Most of the boys don't recognize me. So I talked mostly to Shaun and Ken Joo (Is this how to spell it? I'm not sure.) while the others tried guessing who I was. And also met some other people who I didn't know, cuz they entered the school after I have left.

Getting our English Paper 2 marks tomorrow, and maybe even BM. Yay?

"Two souls with but a single thought. Two hearts that beat as one."
Anis L