Saturday, October 3, 2009

I hate myself.

There's no word fit to describe how I feel right now. I feel confused,agitated,annoyed. And the worst part of it all is that I don't even know why :/ this sucks. I can't let myself get distracted. Not because of this, not now.

I feel so angry at myself.
I hate myself for:
1 Being so stupid.
2 Being so vulnerable.
3 Being so miserable.
4 Being so emotional.
5 Being so careless.
6 Caring so much.
7 Being so fragile.
8 Thinking too much.
9 Feeling so ugly.
10 Hating myself
:(

I can go beyond ten reasons, but it's better if I don't. I'm sick in the mind to actually hate myself. I hate myself for hating myself :( Does that make any sense? Fix me, please.

"When I caught myself, I had to stop myself."
Anis L

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